You may have noticed the lack of entries this month. It is because I have gone into life survival mode. I tend to be very open but when things get too rough I build walls and close off from the world. I'm not proud of that, nor do I think it's a healthy way of dealing with things. I just haven't been able to shake myself from it's dark and hopeless seduction. I breath by going through the motions and by avoiding the blog world where baby happiness burst at the seams. I just hope that when the baby season ends things will go back to normal but I know better than that. As for the job front, every job I interview with has approx. 40 applicants and up to 3 interviews where they make cuts every time. It's insane. So, here I sit waiting for an awesome job with good pay to appear out of nowhere and a baby to be left at my doorstep. It's possible right?
P.S. I've never been stung by a bee and I think they know it. They are everywhere!!!!
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