#1 PT School is back in the plan. I don't want to live my life from pay check to pay check forever and I will never settle for cutting my education short because it was the easy way out. I have 2.5 years left of Prerequisites and then 3 years of Grad School. I'm pretty much signed on to poverty for the next 6 years but in the end it will pay off.
#2 This one is not as exciting for me, Adam wants to try one more time. I would so much rather adopt. I guess he has a lot more faith in things. I want the baby I just not very pumped about getting pregnant again. I am signing on to 9 months of hell and possibly miscarriage #3. I have one condition if we do this.... we continue to work toward the adoption until we have passed the 20th week mark and if the pregnancy works, we look into adoption again in the future. It will be like ripping off a band aid and at least then we can find out what's wrong with me. It's all in the name of science right?
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Sometimes it's hard to change your direction when you think everything is worked out, but I know that you will be a great PT and you can make it. We keep praying for you that everything will work out. Whether it be an adoption or pregnancy we hope that you will have your much deserved, sweet children in you home soon.
From my mom: "Have faith, and your experiences will add up to the Lord's plan for you, which, with all the question marks, will still include maximum eternal happiness."
In other words, the man upstairs it looking out for you, and whatever the outcome, it will be the best possible.
Good luck!
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