Stumbling Through Life

I finally finished my first internship. It challenged me close to my capacity. I absolutely loved working with the patients and actually doing something instead of sitting in a classroom all day. the hard part was trying to recall everything. I have learned a ton in the last two semesters and putting it all together takes massive amounts of thinking. My CI was tough and gave me the push I needed to be the best clinician possible. It was a great experience but I am completely exhausted.

Adam went to Texas for a week with his debate team for their national shin dig. It left me all by myself for the last week with my difficult internship and a very grumpy toddler. Did I mention this was an voluntary unpaid trip? I have not been very supportive (aka bitchy) when it comes to the work he puts in as a debate coach. It is one of my definite down falls as a spouse. It is his passion, his love.

I never thought I would be jealous of a career. I'm not that type of girl. This is pathetic, I really need a life.

Recently I have been feeling like my life is very unorganized. Here is my plan to make things run a little more smoothly.

#1 Exercise every week and lose that beautiful freshman 15 I've put on since starting the PTA program.

#2 Move in 3 weeks to a new place instead of camping out in this dark hole in the wall

#3 Stop hemorrhaging $ on soda, desserts, and eating out.

#4 Manage my time by separating homework time, Noah time, housework time, exercise time, school time, spiritual time, puppy time, and personal time.

#5 Find more time to do Summer stuff. I miss the sunshine so much!!!