Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Optimistic


Looking over my blog, I realized that I am ultra depressing. Sorry everyone. Bitterness causes a huge party of self pity and jealousy. It's like a poison that is slowly being purged out. I am a very stubborn person so it is taking it's sweet time. I know that miscarriages are extremely common and are not a huge deal at all, but it was just one more thing piled on my mess of childhood baggage that dropped me to the floor. Thank you so much for your comments and wisdom. I truly thrive on it. I feel like now's a good time to move on. Not just from the baby wallowing, but everything. I'm sure it will take some time but I promise to make my blog more upbeat!!! Thank you for being patient.

2 comments:

Bronda Bailey said...

Don't worry about, I'm still reading either way, that's what friends do!

Melissa said...

Even though Miscarriages may be fairly common, that doesn't mean it isn't a huge deal. Especially if it has happened to you. Good for you for wanting to move on, but I think you have every right to feel the way you do. It's a big deal when it's happening to you.
(just in case you don't know who I am, and you think I'm crazy, I went to school at CEU with Adam before his mission. I found your blog through the Goddards and love to read it.)