Seriously? On top of everything else.

About two years ago (I think, maybe just 1 year) I was doing the routine check, you know of the female variety. And I felt it, the dreaded lump. I really tried to imagine it away. I know that's pretty much the stupidest thing you could do. Lately it's been hurting like crazy and it's really freaking me out. I think it's gotten bigger but I'm not 100% sure. My mom had a large non-cancerous breast tumor removed in her thirties so this isn't very surprising that I would follow in her footsteps. I know I shouldn't panic but with my luck streak it's hard not to expect the worst. Right now I really can't afford this, financially or emotionally. I've called the doctor and they are trying to get me in asap so I will keep you updated. Please keep us in your prayers because I'm running on empty.